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I know some of ya'll dont know what happened to me updating my LJ...but I use my MYSPACE more...so here is the link http://blog.myspace.com/dreamsndesires
January 10th, 2006
September 3rd, 2005
Dear Summer,
I know you're gonna miss me. I'm going to miss you, too, but I think it's safe to say, we need a break from each other. You know and I know that you be taking shit way too far.
So you caught me pulling out my fall sweaters with a little grin on my face. Autumn's on the way, get over yourself. If you would stop coming and going all the time, we wouldn't have to deal with this. And tell your girl Katrina, if she comes around with that craziness again, I'm gonna have something for that ass. Eff a restraining order.
Look, that thing with Winter is done. She gave me food and presents and I got caught up, but it is what it is now. And Spring's never been more than a friend. She's way too whiny and inconsistent. She can't do what you do. You know that, so stop trippin'. I ain't even talked to her since May.
You know how I feel about you, girl. I do my best work when you're around. We went to a lot of shows and took some nice pictures along the way. But this love-hate thing is really tearing at my heart. I can't trust you anymore. I want to work on this, but we're going need some time. I'll let you know when I'm able to speak again. Now, I've got to make a decision. I need to figure out if I'm going to NOLA to help with the disaster relief. Shit, I'm just trying to straighten out some of this mess that you caused.
I hope you're happy with yourself....
I know you're gonna miss me. I'm going to miss you, too, but I think it's safe to say, we need a break from each other. You know and I know that you be taking shit way too far.
So you caught me pulling out my fall sweaters with a little grin on my face. Autumn's on the way, get over yourself. If you would stop coming and going all the time, we wouldn't have to deal with this. And tell your girl Katrina, if she comes around with that craziness again, I'm gonna have something for that ass. Eff a restraining order.
Look, that thing with Winter is done. She gave me food and presents and I got caught up, but it is what it is now. And Spring's never been more than a friend. She's way too whiny and inconsistent. She can't do what you do. You know that, so stop trippin'. I ain't even talked to her since May.
You know how I feel about you, girl. I do my best work when you're around. We went to a lot of shows and took some nice pictures along the way. But this love-hate thing is really tearing at my heart. I can't trust you anymore. I want to work on this, but we're going need some time. I'll let you know when I'm able to speak again. Now, I've got to make a decision. I need to figure out if I'm going to NOLA to help with the disaster relief. Shit, I'm just trying to straighten out some of this mess that you caused.
I hope you're happy with yourself....
aggravatedMay 29th, 2005
So, I managed to make a few key decisions in my life. I want a house. Yep, I am on the road to home ownership. I wonder when I am gonna tell my family that I want that house in Atlanta. Would I be doing this if Mer hadn't been going down there? I dont know, but I am firm believer in fate. So this must have happened for a reason right? Not to mention, the person that I love is going to be with me. What more can I ask for? Not to mention, the cost of living is better there and the houses are cheaper and nicer. I mean how sweet is that? I have talked to SD recently..No bitterness no nothing. Pure excitement. I have been spending a lot of time with Original J...yay! I am so happy...you have no idea. I havent talked to Mandy since she came home. Oh wait no she called me and told me to watch Desparate Housewives for her because she couldnt. What a winner lol and she didnt call me back either. Not much else has been going on. My mom is moving (and hopefully) not with me. Maybe she can find a house or something. That would definitely block Original J and I from having some fun. Err well I am watching the cousins while their parents run of to DE for some fun.
May 18th, 2005
May 17th, 2005
| Braggart You are 71% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant. |
| You are the Braggart! Like Muhammad Ali, you would surely tell everyone that you are "The Greatest" whilst bragging incessantly about your intelligence, your skills, and your abilities. You tend to be a thinker rather than a feeler, and combined with your extroversion and arrogance, this makes you someone who probably just LOVES to brag about his accomplishments. Despite this, however, you are a very gentle, tender person and truly care about others' feelings. You just happen to care more about yourself. Unlike Ali, of course, you are rather rational as opposed to emotional, and you are also much more gentle. But his arrogance and extroversion best reflect the most visible aspects of your personality. Your personality defect is the fact that you are extremely overconfident, extroverted, and perhaps rather lacking in emotions. YOU ARE THE GREATEST! Or so you keep telling yourself every night, in hopes that eventually everyone else on the planet will agree. Well, sorry, we probably won't. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive. 2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more ARROGANT than humble. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Bitch-Slap. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Haughty Intellectual, and the Capitalist Pig. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid |
May 15th, 2005
May 2nd, 2005
So somehow I managed to not go to work today. I blew a tire and destroyed a rim in the process. You have no idea how much that sucks ass. Not mention that means I have to work OT this week and next week to pay for it...blah! Fucking high performance tires.
However, Sunday was awesome. I hung out with Paul and we had a movie and dinner. I would just like to say that dinner at Brewer's Art Pub was excellent! I was so stuffed and dinner wasnt that expensive. Except for the 50$ bottle of Moet and Chandon: White Star..lol That stuff is the best! And I saw my baby..I love her too much:) I went to ladies tea but the flat tire..made my night kinda asinine.
I talked to Mer finally..post the Randy f-up. I think she feels better about the situation and they are still together. Mer told me that I was one of the best neutral third-parties she knew. I wonder if I can get a gold star for that? LOL
I am sitting here looking at houses to possibly live in with my s/o. It brings me to an interesting place in my life. I have/want to tell my immediates about her. I am not losing her again. It took too long to find her again.
" I love you, I was thinking today and I realized that you really are the love of my life. It amazes me that I was able to find you at 19 and that fate managed to make sure that no what what it threw at either one of us that we aways returned to each other. It's only you Baby."
However, Sunday was awesome. I hung out with Paul and we had a movie and dinner. I would just like to say that dinner at Brewer's Art Pub was excellent! I was so stuffed and dinner wasnt that expensive. Except for the 50$ bottle of Moet and Chandon: White Star..lol That stuff is the best! And I saw my baby..I love her too much:) I went to ladies tea but the flat tire..made my night kinda asinine.
I talked to Mer finally..post the Randy f-up. I think she feels better about the situation and they are still together. Mer told me that I was one of the best neutral third-parties she knew. I wonder if I can get a gold star for that? LOL
I am sitting here looking at houses to possibly live in with my s/o. It brings me to an interesting place in my life. I have/want to tell my immediates about her. I am not losing her again. It took too long to find her again.
" I love you, I was thinking today and I realized that you really are the love of my life. It amazes me that I was able to find you at 19 and that fate managed to make sure that no what what it threw at either one of us that we aways returned to each other. It's only you Baby."
happyApril 26th, 2005
So Original J and were talking..and she was throughly amazed some of the things I still remember about her..even after soo long. I am not gonna front..it amazes me too. Hell, even surprised me. It's like she never left me..my psyche..my heart. Its rather..hmm different? But, we are happy and I am not trying to change that..lol
This weekend was so restful/drama filled. On Friday, I had Joy's 21st birthday party. That was real f-ing interesting. I really hope she doesnt f--- things up with Nicole. Cause if she keeps pulling crap like she did Friday night..she will. Original J had some difficulty as well..but that is not for me to talk about on here. I remember watching the L Word and hearing this quote "I don't do lesbians. Lesbians just have too much drama."--Some chicks girlfriend..lol
Saturday and Sunday...I spent it in and out of sleep. It was real interesting ..but I needed it. Hung out with G on Sunday night. I was supposed to see some belly dancers...G got the times mixed up..boo! So, it was beers and dinner at della rose's.
I'm just ready for it to be Friday..
Some one tell me how I consented to help Joy fill out her FAFSA? Wasn't that due like in March sometime? Err...why am I nice person? I have got to break this nasty habit of mine..lol
This weekend was so restful/drama filled. On Friday, I had Joy's 21st birthday party. That was real f-ing interesting. I really hope she doesnt f--- things up with Nicole. Cause if she keeps pulling crap like she did Friday night..she will. Original J had some difficulty as well..but that is not for me to talk about on here. I remember watching the L Word and hearing this quote "I don't do lesbians. Lesbians just have too much drama."--Some chicks girlfriend..lol
Saturday and Sunday...I spent it in and out of sleep. It was real interesting ..but I needed it. Hung out with G on Sunday night. I was supposed to see some belly dancers...G got the times mixed up..boo! So, it was beers and dinner at della rose's.
I'm just ready for it to be Friday..
Some one tell me how I consented to help Joy fill out her FAFSA? Wasn't that due like in March sometime? Err...why am I nice person? I have got to break this nasty habit of mine..lol
workingApril 22nd, 2005
It is about 8:45ish and I am at work in an effective daze. Last night was so amazing..so beautiful. Not to mention, I am working on 3ish hours of sleep. Being in love is so consuming? and blissful. I can't describe it..[Amanda DO NOT rain on my happy parade today!] I honestly can't wait to leave here..so I can see her again. I am addicted...:-P I'll be pretty busy this weekend with various things. You may or may not get a post.
Oh yeah, Joy's birthday was yesterday and I called her. She wasn't home..called me back in the middle of Original J being at my house. Super pissed I was..then my mom kept calling me. Like she knew something was up...lol Apparently Joy is mad at me again..why I dont know. But she said that she would get over it sometime soon. I just can't wait until that happens [wow I am too happy to be this sarcastic..it must be the lack of sleep]
Oh yeah, Joy's birthday was yesterday and I called her. She wasn't home..called me back in the middle of Original J being at my house. Super pissed I was..then my mom kept calling me. Like she knew something was up...lol Apparently Joy is mad at me again..why I dont know. But she said that she would get over it sometime soon. I just can't wait until that happens [wow I am too happy to be this sarcastic..it must be the lack of sleep]
